Alone in my head, I am feeling so low,
You won’t understand,no one can know.
Thinking about past, I wonder,
Have I done a lot of blunder?
My eyes are so tired,I can’t sleep at night,
My dreams are shattered when I turn on light
Now I realised that few things should left unsaid,
Can’t even imagine where mr.fate will take life ahead.
It happened so suddenly, it happened so fast,
I knew all at once, that none of this would last.
Today I feel so guilty about my questions,
I am not able to forget your expression.
I cribbed about your personal life infront of everyone,
I know listening to my question you were stunned.
I couldn’t tell you the reason behind it,
But I am really sorry for each and every bit.
I don’t know why, but you have earned respect from me,
I just hope you enjoy your life and live free.
You are a person who has stored alot of secrets in your heart,
I pray to God that none of your worries should last.
I held my head high, as I walked by your side,
Guilt and tears welling up , I was dying inside.
But the way you calmed the situation,
The way you balanced personal and professional life relation.
Made me realize that it’s my fault,
So I am just going to lock it, away in my vault.
With regrets for lifetime,
I feel like I have done some crime.
Will be thinking twice before drinking,
So that in future I shouldn’t be regretting.
Once again, alone in my head, I am feeling so low,